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CLEARING

by Kenan Serenbetz

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1.
Grace 01:38
surrounded by grace reconciled wading through tall grass
2.
I rest on fallen pines in a soft rain gazing through reflections of my grief to pray for this lake of ageless waters as I watch listlessly gathering darkness
3.
Lost 05:45
made of the wood and earth and water longing to return to that lost place I hear a growing roar and feel an approaching tremor
4.
Lone Hill 06:00
figures vanish and leave in their wake voids of knowledge colorless fields as they gather on a lone hill away in the plains and keep solemn watch beneath the ruins of an altar where winds do not reach
5.
Dispossessed 05:54
haunted by regret wandering through fields of goldenrod I search among the grasses for the relics of what was here long ago (I am within you) am I poor in spirit? consumed by endless thought never hidden from your gaze (I am within you) dispossessed of relationship wanting what has passed away (do not forget the silhouette of my face) only you know my error and what has bloomed for the last time (listen for my voice)
6.
Wetlands 04:17
I follow the firefly's light through an unknown wetland the call of the yellowthroat mingles with the flowering elder and all is made new again
7.
Golden Hour 04:10
running from the horizon I hide my face were you calling to me then? treefrogs leaping underfoot in that hopeful golden hour when the summer was still young
8.
juncos sing from the boughs of this old oak forest as the days quicken and our paths entwine further bound to the spirit the melody echoes beyond recognition where do these colors come from rising at dusk parting the clouds for a glimpse of the sky's true name woven with longing into this landscape that has known me from my youth shadows of bare branches grow in the fading light where the deer silently encircled the path land of long neglect help me to know in full what is only seen in part
9.
Cottonwood 04:03
walking beneath the cottonwood where as before we once gathered with one accord lighting a path away from sorrow amongst the snows of summer
10.
as I walk through rich fragrant fields hearing the din of friends dear to me I will renounce this self-sown grief and open to rivers of brightness call upon my nobler nature to shine forth love and gratitude (remember the sunlight remember the seasons the distance is fading remember) joining our hands in brotherhood rejoicing and sharing in each day (put off your sorrow you are beloved put off your sorrow put off your shame I know your spirit I know your mind I will be with you)
11.
Treasure 05:40
held in light as a treasure pondered in the heart alone bounty and glory and splendor in a fragile floating world I cannot speak what I feel I give you my love take of it freely you are with me now eternally bound
12.
Waxwing 04:41
what has followed me here? bonded to tears of parting whose memories are these? claiming part of my nature clouds of waxwings alight on a cedar tree oracles of the air awaken and rejoice revived from a broken life blessings flood the open sky I will begin again joining in a love unconstrained I will reach out beyond these walls of fear and pain

about

A few years ago, I had a health crisis in which I was unable to use my voice without great pain. In this difficult period, most of my regular pursuits were brought to a screeching halt. Grief and anxiety carried me into a new awareness, in which I registered for the first time the great diversity of life that our landscape holds. I plunged myself headlong into learning the names and characters of the plants who had surrounded me for years.

As anyone who comes to appreciate their local ecology knows, the learning process is fraught. Knowledge comes with sorrow. To learn the history of our land is to learn the history of colonialism and genocide, not only of native peoples and cultures but also of the plants, animals, and ecosystems that grew together with them. Mourning the devastation of climate change and habitat loss moves from general to specific, for unique beings and ways of life, with names and habits and stories.

We are tasked in our short lives with imagining a new way forward and fighting to bring it to fruition. But without awareness and specificity our imaginations are grasping at straws. It is not enough to simply wish for abstract conceptions of “wildness”, connection or preservation, or something “green.” True justice must come from relationship. This music, at its core, is documentation of my fraught and clumsy attempts to build that relationship. It is permeated with grief; I myself cannot disentangle what part of it is for the land and the beings that I was coming to know, and what is for the deep sadness and panic over the temporary loss of a vital part of my identity. It is surely both.

At its best, I hope this will serve as an invitation. Learn about the land you live on. Who lived here before you? What people? What animals? What plants? How have things changed? Who and what has survived, resisted, thrived? And most importantly, how will these relationships change you and the shape of your imagination?

-Kenan Serenbetz-

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released April 9, 2021

All music composed, performed and recorded by Kenan Serenbetz
with
Maren Day and Morgan Kavanagh - voice (4, 5, 10, 12)

Mixed by Doug Malone at JAMDEK
Mastered by Mike Nolte at Eureka Mastering
Artwork by Kenan Serenbetz
Liner notes essay by Ethan T. Parcell

©℗ 2021 Kenan Serenbetz

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Kenan Serenbetz Minneapolis, Minnesota

Kenan Serenbetz creates music that explores relationships to land, other-than-human beings, memory, and identity. His work is steeped in various folk and land-based disciplines.

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